Sunday, November 2, 2014

You are ..


You are my everything
You are the sun that shines on me and makes me so happy
You are the force that drives my existence
Only you, my love

If you dance with me
I feel that your essence is merged with me
There's not a space between us
You are my light

You are my everything
Forever and always
Since I saw you
I'll never have any fear of life
I want to fly with you to distant stars

Will fly by you
In a world where only your love rules
Leaving the lake behind us
Just you and me

You are my everything
Forever and always
Since I saw you
I'll never have any fear, for your love again I felt
And reborn

Dance with me today
On a white cloud in the sky
Your eyes shine like stars
For me, for my love


Sixty five




Two rooms
Fourteen steps
An old elevator with missing E from BG
Droplets of water on the glass
Dark outside
White or creamy color doors
Black prime number with a null integer
Standing there waiting for it to open

Two rectangles covered by blankets
Empty cages on the wall
My dream is hidden behind the door
So beautiful
Moving my hand up and down
Sensing the band around my desire

Will I be able to release the Js from Us one handed
Will I be able to touch the soft triangle
Will I be able to rest my head in between those beautiful magnolias
Will I be able to taste the milk and honey
Will I be able to feel the heat
Will I be able to open the door to the world of pleasures
Will I be able to touch the hidden circles with in circles
Will I be able to hear the sound of Angels murmuring
that " I am coming"

Will I
Will I

Two white rectangles uncovered
Separated by a black void
A virtual sword in between
The Js are now alone resting on the table

The soft beautiful triangle is hidden from view
I can taste honey and it's aroma
I can rest my head on top of white magnolia
I can taste heat, clockwise, counter clockwise
I can trace the valley of pleasures up and down
And stop at the boundary of softness and heat
Touch the where the circles within circles are hidden beneath the green and blue
Touch the boundaries left and right

Oh it is so nice
Oh it is so perfect

I can die now happy full of joy
The green and blue birds are flying to the wall
The magical warmth is reachable
There is a sense of coming in the air 


I am flying in the air
Between the white and void in between
And getting filled by  pleasure not explainable
Gentle touch
Gentle pull
Gentle smile

I can touch the warmth
I can open the passage to the hidden pleasure
I can touch the circles within circles
I can only see glimpse of the beautiful green
I can taste the honey
I can feel the softness new hidden valley


I am dreaming of flying into clouds
Everywhere is so soft like a velvet
Every touch is returned with a touch

Will I bring sadness to this perfect world
If I stop flying and merge into the unbelievable softness
Will I bring tears on to those beautiful eyes
If I connect every part of my being with its perfect matching part
And merge within
Will I
Will I



One rectangle alone
Distanced from its partner
The magical sword has disappear in the void
Should I
Should I

Then suddenly the world changes clockwise
I can see the pain of turning
I can feel the touch
I can hear the whisper

I am in my backyard garden
Underneath the beautiful magnolia tree
With flowers all above me
I can touch their soft body
And see and touch their red stems
So warm
So full of life
In tune perfectly in harmony with the wind
Up
Down
Up
Dawn
Synchronized with my hearth beat
Synchronized with my being
 Like two pair of leafs
 Dancing in the gentle winds
I can pull it toward me
The one that I dream about
I can touch my perfect triangle
I can feel my soft valley and it's waves
I can sense moist covering it up
I can see that the cherry blossoms are full
I can smell the aroma of perfect feeling

The world is turned back again
I am lying down next to the heat
Should I merge
Should I
I merge with the river of softness
I can feel that every part of my being
Is filled with tinkling sensation
Wanting more
Wanting to dance
Wanting to become one
Wanting to taste
Wanting to dance

Wanting to be one
Wanting to stop time
Wanting to last forever
Wanting to be one

I rediscover the soft little valley hidden below the mountain
Up
Down
Up
Down
I can feel the birds of pleasures flying
I can sense the vibration
I can feel the time has come
I can see the narrow edge of seeing closing
I can sense the doors to my heaven tightening
I can feel the coming of joy
I can feel the waterfall surrounding me
Gently
I can feel that the heart beats are slowing down

I know this might be my last flight
I know this might be my last encounter with pleasure
But can I force my want
Can I ask for more

The world stops
The time stops
I can hear the rain drop at the window
My hearth beat stops
I can see the beautiful green circles
Full of joy
Full of wanting to be yours

I can see the white tiger entering
I can see the pain of Turing
I can see the beautiful magnolia disappearing


So soft
So perfect
So pleasurable
So in tune with every move I make
So in love


I am flying again
I can see the water fall below
I can fly there
I can stay here for hours and hours
But can not wait any more
The desire to Merge with the waterfall so strong
All of my surrounding disappears
It is only me in perfect harmony
I can merge now
Time stops
I can sense the infinite joy of life
I am breathless

I can die now
I can live with memory of this love

..


Thursday, May 31, 2012

A beautiful day without you

Being like a leaf
Wind is on my neck
Sun is on my face
A beautiful day without you

No reason go on
How can I
Forget the pain

When you left

Living like a leaf
Wind is on my neck
Sun is on my face
A beautiful day without you

Feeling I was left alone
In this empty world
Fighting your believes
How can I live on

I ..
Know I ..
You know I ..

Still I wonder how
Warming after the pouring rain
Here await the pain
Then after all
I know you are gone
A beautiful day without you

No reason of why not to dance
How can I
Forget the pain

Living like a leaf
Wind is on my neck
Sun is on my face
A beautiful day without you

When I'm alone
I know you are gone
To the sun
I see myself
Flying
To the open sky

Sunday, September 25, 2011

without you

without you

Two closed doors
Two glances from far
Two windows
Two friends
Two with a same pain
Two travelers in journey of life

Two waiting for the other one to touch
Two in harmony
Two in wanting love
Two in love
Two wanting to be one
Two dots
Two with hands holding tight

We crossed the orange sunsets
We merged together
We captured our shadows in a film
We learned the love story again
We believed that journey will go on for ever

We learned love can be infinite
We learned once one passes the solid line in the sand
She gets worried and want to go back
Now she knows, she can be loved, love can wait

We believed that no one will see us
Except that white bird fly over our head
And disappear in the dark clouds in the horizon
In that place far far from here
Where you discovered the icy lake is beautiful
And you are really in love

Two in love
Two full of dream about each other
Two with no limits
Two with no constrains
Two with one wanting to die without her
Two with one lost between two worlds
One full of love
One full of life and needs
Two with one want to pause loving


Two in love but far from each other
Two and one always worried about those tears coming drop by drop
Two with lots of excuses why not
Two with memories for the rest of life
Two with the solid line redrawn as a doted line in the sand
Two far from each other in dream of a unknown future

At the end
The water took the flower away
I wanted my bike back to follow my lost friend
I wanted the white shinny evory back
I wanted to go back to that place far far from here
Where I discovered the morning dew at the end of garden
Where I discovered i am alone in the world
Abandoned by all i loved, like now

Two next to each other
Two and one wanting to leave
Two and one wants to chose life than love
Two and one does not want to hear the wants

Two hands hold each other not tight
Two hands with limits
Two hands separated
Two tears with saying I want but I can't

We got lost in this gray world

Two strangers
Two far from each other
Two wanting each other but not now
Two friends
Two glances
Two windows
Two far from each other
Two dots not next to each other

..

bi to

بى تو

دو دريچه
دو نگاه
دو پنچره

دو رفيق
دو همنشين
دو هنجره

دو مسافر تو مسير زندگى
دو عزيز
دو همدم هميشگى

با هم از غروب و سايه رد شديم
قصه ى عاشقى را بلد شديم 
فكر مى كرديم اخر قصه اينه
جز خدا هيچكى ما را نمى بينه 

دو غريبه
دو تا قلب در به در
دو تا دل واپس اين چشم هاى تر
دو تا اسم 
دو خاطره
دو نقطه چين 
دو تا دور افتاده اى تنها نشين

عاقبت جدا شدن دستهاى ما
گم شديم تو غربت غريبها
 اخر اون همه لبخند و سرود 
چشم پر حسادت زمانه بود 

 


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Friday, September 23, 2011

39

Talk to me my love
Talk to me my love
The end of summer is near
I can sense that the winter is coming
I can feel the cold breeze on my face
I am lost in my dreams and wants


Talk to me my love
Talk to me my love
I am trusty for your words
I feel empty, lonely when you do not shine near me
I have been listening to you from the far
For so long
Days and nights
Nights and days

Hold my hand my love
Hold my hand my love
I am cold and scared of the future
I am worried about the dark clouds in the horizon
I want my orange clouds to cover skies
I want very day to be a Thursday
I am lost and can not focus
Am I losing you?
Am I losing you?

Talk to me my love
Talk to me my love
I have been listening to your talks
I have been searching inside your words
I have been floating in the memories of you


I know I am losing you
Step by step
Word by word
Not sure if I am dreaming or not

Touch me my love
Touch me my love
I have forgotten how soft it felt
I have been dreaming about you so much
Day and night
Night and day


Look at me my love
Look at me my love
You are always quiet
Just looking at me with tearful eyes
And I know I am losing you
Second by second
Minute by minute
Not sure if I am dreaming or not


Look at me my love
Look at me my love
I have been lost without you
When I close my eyes
And imagine you, smiling
Wanting to be with me

I am full of love
For you
Without you, I can not think what to do
Where to go
Can not count seconds go by
Can not hold on any more

Look at me my love
Look at me my love
I am lost without you
I know I am losing you
Day by day
Month by month
Not sure if I am dreaming or not


All I want is you
To love me
To want me
To hold me
To talk with me
To touch me

And when the moon is aligned with Mars
Dance with me

With no fear
With no fear

Will you hold me?
Will you love me?
Will you dace with me?

..

Friday, April 29, 2011

1062

every day for thousand sixty two days
knowing that one day it will end
that i had no chance of success
every day, i woke up and told myself, oh please let's not be the day

every day i thought for thousand sixty two days
i put my hand around my beautiful flower
not let the river to take it away from me
but today i opened my arm and let my beautiful flower floated away

could not live to see her pain
could not see her thinking, trying to tell me stop
could not wait any longer with the two stones far apart
could not ignore all messages she was giving me

every day i thought for thousand sixty two days
if i do what ever she wants, what ever she says
she will let me to be more than a little triangle in a plastic cover
just be near her, just be able to smell her

every day i thought about her for thousand sixty two days
i dreamed about her, when i woke up, when i fell sleep
when i worked, when i listen to music, when i drove
dream and dreamed about one to thirty eight

i thought, if i agree and do what ever she wants now
she will be strong enough to find me a space, a little one
she will not leave me in my dark world
she will not let me drawn in my sadness

regardless of all pure love
regardless of all talks about here and there
regardless of all option a and option b
i lost her in a sunny afternoon after thousand sixty two days

she told me from day one
she told me crying from day one
that she does not want me to love her
that she does not want me to have her

all i wanted was a journey
a journey full of love
a journey full of touch
a journey full of talk

today
i let her float away
to be happy with her life
to be at peace with her self

i know i have lost her
i know she will not come back
i know i could not smell the oranges
i know i will not taste the honey
i know i will not hold my magnolias
i know i will not feel the water fall

now

i am sitting her alone
can not see what i am writing
with all tears in my eyes
just being thankful for the memories i have

those beautiful orange clouds
those beautiful walks
those beautiful shadows

it has been a perfect journey
i could not ask for more