Thursday, December 25, 2008

Dream


I was thinking of us today
And the times we shared
How nice and joyful we were

But now we are apart, for now
Yet we still have our dreams

For in our dreams we are together
Holding hands on the beach
Talking all night under the silver moon
With stars around us
Kissing and holding each other tight
In our dreams

For no matter the distance
Or the obstacle you know
That you will always belong to me
For we are meant for each other
To be one, not now but in the future
Not only in reality, but also in our deams


I am dreaming about you
deaming


24-Dec-2008 Yahya

Friday, December 19, 2008

I feel it in my heart


I feel it in my heart
I feel it in my eyes
I feel it in my bones
That I love you, more
Today
Tomorrow and yesterday
More than ever

The sky is green, or is it blue
The clouds are orange
And you are my sun in the sky
To warm me with your bright rays
To merge with me
To float with me
To be one with me , one day

I saw it in your eyes
I heard it in your voice
I felt it in my body
When it was merge with yours
I taste it in your kiss
Soft, sweet, warm
That you love me too
Today
Tomorrow and yesterday

More than ever
More than five
Passed the eight level of joy
Waiting for the nine.
Yahya

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Circles, Circles

White, Yellow and Orange

How can I express my feeling of joy
When you are wrapped in the golden blanket
Laying down next to me
Eyes closed, thinking, thinking
Full of joy

Sun is shining outside, but we are in the shadow
Away from the constraints
Joyful of the moment

How can I extend the time, when I am with you
How can we move to the fourth dimension

When I am alone
In time present, time past
How can I tell you that I want you,
When I know it brings pains

You know I love you
You know I want you
You know I want to dance with you

When I am with you
How can I freeze the time in this moment
How can hold on to you forever
Hand in hand
Bodies connected
Kissing each other forever

..... ..

Sunday, November 9, 2008

In my dream


In my dream I see a just world
Where everyone lives in peace
I dream of a place to live that is always bright
Like a cloud that floats
Full of joy and happiness
There are no shadows
Just bright lights and love

In my dream I see a bright world
Where each night there is less darkness
I dream of world that is always bright
Like the cloud that floats
And when I see you, I will be in the skies with you

In my dream exists a warm wind
That breathes into the city, like a friend
I dream of a world that are always bright
Like the cloud that floats in the afternoon sky
White and orange as beautiful as your face is a sunset

In my dream I see you
Free of all shadows that follow you
I see only love and being one with you
I dream of you
Like the cloud that floats
White and orange

From Nella Fantasia by Yahya Nov-2008

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Five dots …..




People will get tired of people very quickly
People will forget very soon how much they long for each other
People will walk over each other love
People will leave each other
And you are left only with your memories

People, what will you leave behind, when you are gone

Remember those beautiful days, six joyful days
Remember those risks and joys
Remember you told me in tears that joys are sins
Remember I told you that joys are the key to paradise
Remember you told me that love begins and end with lust
Remember I told you that love begins and ends with you
Remember that you wanted to be one with me, but I was not sure
Remember the talks, touches, dances and joys

People, what will you leave behind, when you are gone

Let’s be different from all these people
Let’s stay in our virtual worlds, for now
Let’s be that solid oak tree for each other
Let’s be one together, when it is right and the blue moon is shining
Let’s remember that yes, no and probably
Can become yes, no and yes some bright day in the future
Let’s remember the leaf and the air
Let’s remember the raindrops and the dry land
Let’s be one together, forever
Let’s be the joy, magnet and the key to paradise for each other
Let’s be the five dots that connect us together
Let’s merge together today

Oh my love, please say yes.

Monday, November 3, 2008

I used to think that I was strong


I used to think that I was strong

Tonight, I realise I was wrong

Cause everytime I see your face

My mind becomes an empty space

And with you lying next to me, sometimes real, sometimes virtual

Feels like I can hardly breathe

I close my eyes

The moment I surrender to you

And let love be blind

Innocent and tenderly true

So lead me through the day

But please turn out the light, let the sun set

Cause im lost everytime I look at you.
Yahya Nov-2008

Thursday, October 16, 2008

One day


What I need is you
What I want is you
What I dream is youIn the past, present and future

Is only you, you and you
What I need is to be near you, see you
What I want is to touch you
soft beyond any dream
What I dream is to be one with you
To see, what you see
To feel, what you feel
To sense, what you sense
To love, what you love

Loving you, is loving myself
Loving myself is loving you
One day, you are me, I am you, one
One day, I am you, you are me, one
One day, there is no stop, no hesitattion only love
One day, there is no past, present and future only love
Yahya Oct-2008

Saturday, October 4, 2008

I loved you for a long, long time


I loved you for a long, long time
I know this love is real, and not a lonley integer
But however I count it, it is an integer not a real.


I'm longing for you
I can't pretend I'm not

I need to see you, smell you, inhale you
I need to be near you,
And sometimes when the moon is aligned with mars
I need to touch you
I need to be near you and be in your thought
I want to be around you in the virtual world, when time and distance merge
And you know that I'll never get enough

When I think about you
I see you every where
I see you in the TV, acting in all movies
I see you on the bus advertisment, selling me happiness
I see you lying down with me in the garden watching the shy
I see you waking up, taking a shower, a very long one
I see your hand writing, not a love letter to me
I see your hair, pefect moving in the wind like magic

And I call you, I call to you, waiting for you to pickup
But I don't get an answer or reply

I sit in the porch and look at the clouds
White, yellow and orange and dark

I walk into an empty building
I had no place else to go
Some one is calling me
The sound is as familar as the air is with a falling leaf

I see you sitting there with a beautiful smile
I tell you I love you more than anything else that I know
You lean toward me and with the sweetest voice I ever heard,
Whispered to me,
I love you too

Then I wakeup
Still in the porch
Alone, longing to have you.
....
Yahya Oct-2008

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

hundred twenty three




Hour after hour
Day after day
Month after month
I watched the time go by
I watched you, not all of the hundred twenty three days
I dreamed about you, every one of the hundred twenty three days
I thought about you, every minute of the hundred twenty three days

I long for you
I want to be near you
I want to hold you
I want you to say "I want you"

Month after month
Day after day
Hour after hour
I watched time go by
I waited for you to come to me

Hour after hour
Second after second
Waited for a beep
Was careful not to be the sixth

Day after day
Night after night
Slept across the bed waiting for a dream to come true

All these days and nights
Without you being around
I dreamed about you
And in my dream, the joy and happiness is boundless

Therefore
Walk to me
Talk to me
Dance with me
Be mine a hundred twenty three times more.

Yahya 31-may-2008

Sunday, September 28, 2008

You told me



You told me


Sitting in a beach


Looking at the sea, blue, green





Like the waves wants to come to shore


To be away from the ocean





Like the light, from the star high above


wants to come to this dark night to toch your face





I want you




I want to drift to you
I derem of being a river
with water so blue, so green


Wish you were here



Wanted to be the water that touchs you
Wanted to be the air that sourands you
Wanted to have wings to fly over and watch you





Now, I am nothing but a dream
Now, I can drift to you
Like a river, so green, so blue
Wish I could sourand you, touch you, hold on to you

Wish I could be there
Wish you were here

Now, I am nothing but a dream
Dreaming about a hot summer day
far far before time


wishing I could smell a peach
wishing you were here




Yahya 22-Jun-2008

In my backyard garden


In my backyard garden

Full of white magnolia

I long to see your face .....


In my backyard garden

Full of sweet fruites

I long to kiss your lips

and in a shadow of an old oak tree

I long for your true love


Oh! my beutiful lover

Let me leave aside my worries

Let me have all of your trust in me

The flowers are blooming

and we have passed from white and green

into the oraange and beauty


Let me be your love

Let me be your want


Oh! my beutiful lover

Dance with me to the garden

Full of red roses and songs

Dance with me to then end of time.


Yahya 15-June-2008

Dance with me


Dance with me

Dance me through the boundaries and dotted lines

Dance me to your beauty

Dance me to the orange light

.....


Dance with me alone

Dace away from noise and enclosed spaces

Dance with me alone

for hours and hours, where the time stops

.....


Dance with me

Dance with me to the end of time

.....

Dance with me



Yahya 13-June-2008

I want you


To find you

I have come a long way

To touch you in my mind

I have crossed my montains


In my long jurny, to find you

I have crossed occens, and seen lonely waves in search of land

I have crissed deserts, full of sands

Golden sands, that you me not to hold to strong


I have crossed white magiestic cloudes,

that reminded me of the white magnolia flowers

I have crossed skies,

with colors so beutiful that I tough I am looking at your eyes

I have seen a circular rainbow,

with shadow of my soul in the middle of it, serching for your


It has been a long journy

and the the clock was ticking

and the days went by so fast


You know that

I want you

I need you

I want to hold you, smell you

I want to see the line drawn in sand, disappear with the wind of time

I want to say "Yes" to the two questions at the gate of happiness


You know that

I want you

I want you now, before I am goone


Yahya 12-June-2008

When I need you


When I need you

I just close my eyes and I am with you


When I need love

I just close my eyes and touch you


When I need you

I hold out my hand and touch your hand


When I want you

I just open my eyes and see you


When I want love

I hold out my hand and touch your hand


Yahya 30-may-2008

Angel, hold on to me


Angel, hold on to me

Love is all around me

Angel, hold on to me


Oh, come close, let me talk to you [...]
Oh, come close, let me touch to you []

Oh, come close, let me dance with you ()

Don't leave me


Angel, hold on to me

I will call, call out to you

Angel, hold on to me

It is a paradise, when you talk to me

Talk to me

Touch me

Be with me .....




Yahya 22-may-2008

I would die for you


I would die for you

I would die for you

I've been dying just to feel you by my side

To know that you are mine


I will cry for you

I will cry for you

I will wash away your pain with my tears

And drwn your fear


I will pray for you

I will pray for you

I will send my soul for something pure and true

Some one like you


See your face every place that I walk in

Hear your voice every time I am talking

You belive in me

And I will never be ignored


I will dye for you

I would wait for you

I would make room for you

To be close to you

To be part of you

I belive in You

I would die for you


Yahya 20-may-2008

I need you


I need you

I want you

Look at me and hear me

Because I am here

Just for that


You are my moon and moon light too

You are my flower garden and water too

I have come all this way, eager for you

Without show or shawl


I want you to talk

I want you to laugh

I want you to kill all of your worries

I want to love you, to nourish you


Oh sweet bitterness

I Will soothe you and heal you

I will bring you roses

I will touch you

I, too, have been covered with thorns.

....
Molavi == Yahya 19-May-2009

Friday, September 19, 2008

Be Mine

I am missing you
I am missing you

Like a dry waterfall missing the rushing spring water
Like a kite in a hot summer day missing the warm wind
Like a green ocean wave missing the brave surfer

I am missing you
I am missing you
Missing the way you look at me
Missing the way you touch me
Missing the way you say “No, we need to change”

I am missing you
I am missing you
Missing the way I touch your back
Like moving my hand over a white cloud
Like touching the surface a warm lake
Like walking in white and orange valleys in the south
Curve after curve, warm and soft
Waiting to be discovered

I am missing you
I am missing you
I don’t think I can go on any more
I don’t think I can go on any more
You are my air to breath
You are my light to see
You are my reason to be
I am missing you
I am missing you

In the time past, time in the future
I was missing you
I will be missing you

Be mine
Be mine
Talk to me, the same way you soothed me before
Touch me, the same way you opened the paradise doors for me before
Dance with me, the same way you danced with me to end of love before

Be mine
Be mine


Yahya Sep-2008

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

It is a dark night

It is a dark night
The full moon is out
And I know you are in pain

It is a dark night
I go out and with my index finger
I touch the streached skin of the night
The full moon is out, the cycle started
And then I know you are in pain
And then I know you are looking at the moon too
I just know
I just know

The same way that I knew you loved me, before time began

I Lookup
The Casopia is out there
Looking down,
In different to your pain
In different to my pain

But I can only see the triangles not the big W
Two intermixed triangles

I close my eyes, and touch it
I close my eyes tighter, and touch you
And I know you will say "Not Now ...."

Can I see you again?
Can I touch you again?

The connecting red lights are off
The electrons do not move any more
The circles have encopassed all of my life
And here I stand alone in the cold light of the full moon
Thinking about your pain

It is a dark night
The full moon is out
Nobody knows
Nobody knows
And it is along time to the next day
But I know you are there
And I know, you still love me ....

Yahya sep-2008

Dance

Dance with me to your beauty
Dance with me through the panic
Dance with me until I feel safe
Dance with me to the end of love
Dance with me to the end of time


Oh let me see your beauty when the witnesses are gone
Let me feel the way you moving
Show with me slowly what I only know the limits of
Dance with me to the end of love
Dance with me to the end of time

Touch me the way you touched me before
Watch me with your beautiful eyes
Let me feel your fingers on my face
Touch me to the end of love
Touch me to the end of time

Dance with me to your beauty Dance with me through the panic
Dance with me until I feel safe
Dance with me to the end of love
Dance with me to the end of time

Yahya Sep-2008

Sunday, September 14, 2008

I know Eve

I am alone here tonight
Wind and rain every where
Rain, rain and more rain
Alone here watching the circles goes by
Wishing that the color will not change to orange where she is
Wishing that the turning circle will not go where she is

How can I live without her?
All depends on the circling color, no orange, no red now
But they are coming
Will she call, Will she write, Will she be there
How can I live without her?
….

Five dotes circling in the horizon
I am alone here tonight
Looking at the flickering screen of a distance event
Remembering you
Your smell, like a peach in a late summer day
Your smile when you said “Not now!” and pointing to the third option
How can I go on, when you are in the midle of the turning circles
How can I go on, when you are surrounded by yellow, green and red
How can I live without you?
…..

Five dotes circling in the horizon
I am alone here tonight
Rain, rain and more rain
The circling color, orange and red are in distance
they are going towards her
Will she call, Will she write, Will she be there
How can I live without her?
I am alone here tonight
Looking at the flickering screen of a distance event
Remembering you
Like dove, with big open eyes searching for trust
Remembering you
How can I Take Care of you?

I am alone here tonight
Rain, rain and more rain

Yahya Sep-2008

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Love Me


Love me
Be one with me
Be the one, I love so much
You are my air to breath
You are my light to see
You are my desire to live

Love me
Be one with me
Be alone with me
Whenever, you desire
Whenever the moon and the sun are aligned

Love me
Be one with me
Let me watch you
Let me talk with you
Let me dance with you
Let me be one with you
Not now, but when you think is right



Love me
Be one with me
I am what I am
And you know the day is coming


Yahya (from Molana)

Saturday, August 9, 2008

The journey from emptiness to fullness





The journey from emptiness to fullness
The journey from darkness to light
Needs love, wants and courage

In this journey,
I found you
I discovered that I can make you cry
I discovered that I can make you smile
I discovered that I can make you talk in silence
I discovered that I can make you look at me with tears in your eyes, full of sorrow

In this journey,
I found you
I discovered that I can love someone again
I discovered that I can touch someone again
I discovered that I can leave the world of sadness and be happy
I discovered that you love others more than me, and I cannot change that


In this journey,
I found you
I found that there might be a day in the future that the dotted lines disappear
I found that I can be happy with just seeing you, sitting there thinking about my wants
Not knowing that my wants are your wants

In this journey
I found you
I found joy
I found light



Yahya August 08

It is a quiet evening






It is a quiet evening
The sun is shining and getting lower and lower
The flock of birds flies overhead, in search of a better lake
The moon, hangs up there, motionless, soft, white

I know the night is coming,
I know the green trees will be covered with darkness
I know the green ocean will fade away with the tide
I know the time is ticking, limited, and constraint
…..
I know if I close my eyes, the darkness will come sooner
Open your eyes
Look at me, trust me
And let’s freeze the time now and live virtual in the bright sun forever

I know you will not do that now
Then come closer, the night is coming


Yahya August 08

It is a nice evening




It is a nice evening
I am sitting in a hot tub
The crescent of the moon floats in the air
The Pine tree is stretching to touch the moon, in wane
Bees are in search of flowers
And the flowers longing for the bees

I touch the hot stream of water; it is hard, full of waves, moving
It is like touching your back, full of waves, hot, soft

I stroke the surface of the water, it is hot, calm, tranquil, and
My hand floats softly between the waves
It’s like touching you
Remember
The first time, when you where mine
You lay down next to me
Like a dove, motionless, warm,
Looking at me, in search of trust
Did you find it?

It’s a nice day
The sun is warm, yellow
The moon is motionless, white
And the pine trees are covered with orange light
I move my fingers through the warm air,
It is soft, warm and is full of the memory of you that is floating in the air
Full of waves, I close my eyes, and you are here
Come a little bit closer….


Yahya August 08

About this morning




About this morning
My desire has come back
And I want you again

I was doing so fine
After all talks, and talks and promises
After all driving around, looking at each other, trying to find an answer to an age old question
Agreeing to only the White and the Yellow colors for years to come
But believing that Orange is the color that we really want, or I did

About this evening
My desire has come back
And I want you again

I was doing so fine
After all talks, and talks and promises
When I promised, not to want you again

But now, I want you again
I want your absolute attention
I want your smell, like peaches on a summer day
I want to touch you again, hot, soft, full of waves
I want to hear your breath, soft like music in my ears
I want to look at you, and you with your honest look,
Looking at me with tears in your eyes, wanting me not to want

About this evening
My desire has come back
And I want you again

I want to be close to you.
I want to touch you
I want to hold you
I want to be with you

And I know you want me not to want you
Remember, the seventh song
Come closer, the time is passing.....


Yahya Augut-08

Sunday, July 27, 2008

I want you ...

I need you
I want you
Look at me and hear me
Because I am here


You are my moon and moon light too
You are my flower garden and water too
I have come all this way
Eager for you
Without shoes or shawl


I want you to talk
I want you to laugh
I want you to kill all of your worries
I want to love you
To nourish you


Oh sweet bitterness
I will soothe you and heal you
I will bring you roses
I will touch you
I, too, have been covered with thorns.



(...)



Molana by Yahya May-2008

Thursday, July 24, 2008

you are ...

you are the sun
you are the sea, green
you are the fog
you are the cloud
I am the dried desert, waiting for the rain

you are the white
you are the shade
you are the color
you are the flower
I am the hand, waiting to touch your face

your are the leaf
you are the tree
you are the dew, in the early morning
I am the air, waiting to surround you

you are the sun
I am the moon
you are the attraction between the moon and the sun
I wait and wait for a total eclipse

You are the air
You are the light
I am the one wanting to be one with you.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

I wish ... ()

I wish I were your mirror
so that you always looked at me.

I wish I were your garment
so that you would always wear me.

I wish I were the water that washes your body.
so that I will surround you.

I wish I were the sun in the sky,
so that I could cover you.

And the band around your breasts,
and the beads around your neck
So that I can be with you.

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

eight, seven or eight

I almost went to bed
without remembering
that it is nine o'clock

I pickup my blackberry, searching for a white magnolia in it
or a green ocean
without remembering
that it is nine o'clock

and how i kissed you then, when was it
eight, seven or eight
and you kissed me
shy as though I'd
never been your lover

you are...

You are Noah and the Ark, You are the light and the dark
Behind the veil I remain

You are passion and are rage, You are the bird and the cage
Lost in flight I remain

You are the wine and the cup, You are the ocean and the drop
While afloat I remain

You are the bait and the trap, You are the path and the map
While in search I remain

You are sunshine and the fog, You are water and the jug
While thirsty I remain

Sweet fragrance of you is, The joy and pride of me
Perfume trader I remain.


Molana told by Yahya july 2008

Saturday, July 12, 2008

Tonight is a long night

Tonight is a long night, it is a sad night, And the music is playing

I can write the saddest
poems tonight.
I love her, sometimes she loved me too.

Tonight is a long night, and I am sitting here longing for her.

On nights like these I
want to held her in my arms.
I kissed her greatly under the infinite sky, and show her the beautiful white stars

She loved me
sometimes, I am not sure if she loves me always.
Do I love her? how could I not have loved her huge, still eyes.

I can write the saddest poems tonight.
To think I don’t have her, to feel I have lost her.

It is a long night tonight
I look at the mirror, she was there I know, but not now.

Hear the vast night, vaster without her.
Lines fall on the soul like dew on the grass.

What does it matter that I couldn’t keep her.
The night is fractured and she is not with me.

That is all. Someone sings far off. Far off,
my soul is not content to have lost her.

As though to reach her, my sight looks for her.
My heart looks for her: she is not with me, she is not in the mirror
Was she there, I am not sure of that, I only have memory of
Her voice, her bright body, infinite eyes.

I love her, that’s certain, but perhaps I love her
too much.
Love is brief, forgetting lasts so long.

Since, on these nights, I held her in my arms,
my soul is not content to have lost her.

Though this is
not the last pain she will make me suffer,
and these are the last lines I will write for her
tonight.

Pablo Neruda Told by Yahya July-2008

At nine in the evening

At nine in the evening

It was exactly nine in the evening

And the blinking light is not blinking

And the green light does not shine.

At nine in the evening

I go to the porch and with my tired figure touch the stretched skin of night

The blinking relationship light is not blinking

And nobody will invite me to the dance of yellow and white

At nine in the evening

It was exactly nine in the evening

I long for you, I long for your smile, I long for your touch

At nine in the evening

The night has come

The call was not echoed, it was silenced

The garage door did not opened

And my longing for you is echoed in the heat of night

At nine in the evening

It was exactly nine in the evening

And day was gone, perhaps tomorrow the call will come.

Lorca told by Yahya July 2008

Why, must you know what is life

Why, must you know what is life

Why, must you know what is love

Live, Life, Love they are words floating on river of thoughts

What is life?

Perhaps life is seeing a green garden form window of an airplane, flying high

Perhaps life is seeing reflection of lights, white, red form high above,

When you just thought you are all alone

Perhaps life is hearing yes, from the one you want to say yes,

But expecting to hear no

Yellow, green, white

Why I am here, thinking in pain

Why so much pain, when the sky is blue, the sun is shining yellow and the ocean are green

Blue or green, I think green

Why not stop, when you are so high up, leave all behind and melt in the heat of sun

It is just a red leaver

Love

What is love

Perhaps love is a smile when she realizes that the six paper clips can have a meaning,

It is only in how you arrange them,

Perhaps love is life, unknown, unreachable, indescribable

Perhaps love is longing for the one who is not here

Perhaps love is nothing but seeing a light at the end of the dark night

You must know that

Nothing last for ever

No one lives forever, keep that in mind, in love

Our life is not the same, when in love

Our path is not the same long journey as before, the path changes because of love

Love is the journey, of life

Love is the path

Live it

And come closer.



Sephery and Molana Told by Yahya July 2008

Blue, Blue and Green

Blue, Blue, Green

White, Blue, Blue, Green and yellow

I want to say something my love

For we are drifting in different streams of live,

Different paths,

Crossing in the third dimension

Our lives are carried forward,

Our loves might get forgotten

But I hope, I would hope that you will remember the memory of our love

Your life is young

Your path and journey is long

And you will drink a sip from the river of love, now and then at your will

And question the path, and or the journey

You have your life

You are the river that run swift with a song,

not the blank one I gave you

Breaking through all barriers,

Going away from the mountains that made you become a river

I am the mountain, I stand, and cannot move

I am the mountain, building drop by drop the river of love, I stand and cannot move

I am the mountain, I stand, and cannot follow you

I have a memory of you, I stand and cannot move

And waiting for the next rain to bring you back.


Molana told by Yahya July 2008

This is true, my love

This is true, my love

That the reflection of light in your green eyes

Make the clouds in my heart explode, in a blaze

This is true, my love

That your sweet lips are red as blushing bride

This is true, my love

That the tree of paradise, flower within you

With the white flowers, with a yellow shade inside

This is true, my love

That the night sheds drops of dew at your site

This is true, my love

That the morning sun surrounds your site with bright white and yellow lights

This is true, my love

That the touch of your hot breath intoxicates my soul

This is true, my love

That your voice makes the world full of silence to hear your songs

And the universe and life is nothing but dreaming of dancing with you

This is true, my love

This is true, my love ... ()



Molana told by Yahya July 2008