Sunday, November 28, 2010

Thirty Four




How can one express in words, a perfect day
How can one express the sense of joy
How can one express the heart beats while waiting
How can one redraw a face which was drawn 543 years ago

Sitting alone waiting
After a long night
Is the wave will come
Is the call will come

The black box turn it self on
The greenish white light fills the room
The sounds from paradise resonate around the room
Now is the time, now is the time ..

No time to think
No time to prepare
Just run from six to eight
Two knocks, one, two
And the gate to heaven will be open


Purple Circles two by two or four by four
Different shades
Covering the beautiful white mountains
And I know the valleys are hidden behind
How nicer is the real one than the jpg image

You look at the three stars
Hanging out there on the most beautify land scape
Shining with magnificent reflection of their beauty
It is so nice to know that your reflection is within them

The cold from the north is in the room
It is around 72 degrees
And I know both of us are thinking about 34
But, how can you expand a finite time to infinity
When you do not know how to go back in time



I am thinking about her
I know she is just full of joy
Of her discovering herself in the desert of life
Knowing she is thinking about drawing


I want to know her, be part of her life
Want to hear her story
Under the white cloud of warmness
I listen to her beautiful stories
On her success of having 3 out of 4
How beautiful is her eyes, I am lost, drawn to the line at 11 o'clock

Just like going to the park, In a perfect day
Talk and talk
Touch and be touched
Think about how beautiful she is
Listen to the sound of the springs in the distance

The sun goes down
The music get louder, with our silence
I can see the merge of green and gray
I can move my trusty fingers in the smooth valleys


The taste of the honey is incredible
The dark purple tulips are opening up
Clock wise, or counter clockwise
Left or right, the joy is electrifying

I look at the left eye, then right eye
They are full of love
Full of wanting, wanting to be touched
Full of wanting, wanting to be merge with

White over the white
Sometimes hot, sometimes cold
And there are no fighting feathers
All quite, all dark, but i feel that I am starting to float


My finger merges with the waterfall
The water is warm, moist, encompassing
Sometime hard, sometimes soft
Circle within circle, and sometimes sensing of a protecting hardline

The taste of a dark coffee in an early morning
The smell dark chocolate
Is all around of me, and the peach has opened up
One or three and definitely not four tonight

Tonight, tonight
Is the night that I dreamed for nights
Is the night that the clouds and lights merged together
Tonight, tonight
Is the night that I dreamed for days and nights

I will stay up all tonight
Emsah, emshab
Ta sohb biddar me monam
Emsah, emshab

Not sure if I can think clearly
Just merge with the waterfall
Just clockwise and counter clockwise
Just try not to touch the deeper circle
Just try to touch the deeper circle
Not hard, not soft, just enough to make her eyes close enough

The talking, thinking, dancing are merged together
For the first time
We have moved up in the cascades of waterfalls
Up and up, just floating in the air

I am lost in my joy
Move from one to three
And she wants more
And she wants more

Should I resist the temptation
Should I become one with the clouds
Should I
No, she is my love, only love

She is my flower that I found
She is my dream that dreamt all my life
She is the golden color of my painting
She is my love, she is all I have

Just joy, just joy and more joy
Every touch is warm
Every taste is sweet
Just love, just love

Never traveled so high in joy
Never dreamed that I can reach the cascade of waterfalls
Never thought that she loves me so much
Never hear, voice so soft and full of love, saying I live you

Then one and one merge to two
So soft, so warm, so wanting
So soft, so perfect, so fulfilling
The dance is on, up and down and down and up

The tinkling start from my toes
Moves up through my body
The heat is unbelievable, I am merging, i'm floating
I just realize I am at the edge of the waterfall
And decide to jump and float down the stream

Oh joy, oh joy
How can I express my feeling of love
To the one covered in white
Sleeping
And is so relax

I watch her beauty for hours
Every berate she takes
Is in sync with my desired
Every move she makes
Is in sync with my desire

The night has come to an end
Half open eye, she looks at me
Why do I need to leave
Why do I need to live

..

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Yet another day




Yet another day
Yet another day

Sitting here alone
With a near full moon in the blue sky
Dreaming about you
Dreaming about you
So far away
Full of wants
Full of wants
Worried to tell you
Worried to lose you
Worried to touch you


I want to see the double diamonds again
I want to rescue the J's from Us
I want to touch the smooth vallies of life
I want to smell the roses
I want to taste the honey


I want to hold you
I want to merge with you
I want to became one with you
I want to get blinded by looking at the bright sun

I want you
I want you
I want you

Still a long night ahead
Only had memory of you
Just memory of you
Just memory of you
Just memory of you

Break the wall around you
Break the wall around you
And join me
In my virtual world
it is built for you
It is waiting for you
It is pulsing for you

Oh my beautiful bright sun
Open the curtain
And let me immerse in your light
Let me be yours
Let be mine

..

9




If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath
In harmony with the sound of waves from outside
the warmth of your lips
When I touch them with my fingers
and the feel of your heart beating with mine

you open your eyes
In search of familiar face
Then I know that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.
..

Waiting




Sitting on a soft coach
In a sunny afternoon
Nothing to worry about
Mercy full that there people
Who do not know the direction of the gain
Focused on only one thing
Focused
Filled with joy
Listening to sound of paradise
Seeing my reflection in the beautiful landscape of the green

So soft outside, touch able
Knowing that it is much softer inside
Then
One by one
Release the circles from their bond
All to be enable
To see the two diamonds shining
And the beauty of the curves
Curves within curves
Knowing that the red treasure is hidden under

I move my fingers up and down
Felling the warmth and the slow beat of the want

Then
Wanting to contact with the softness
Wanting to merge with the heat
Knowing there is only one circle is left
On the milky horizon
Followed by the entangled parallel metals
Tightly encompassing each other
Like my dream of being with you

What a beautiful color
Remind me of the color of a perfect
Pale green statue of Buddha I saw when I was young
I part the entangled metal from its tight holders
And let the pale green meet the
afternoon sun

Then she smiles
Floating in the air

I move my hand to the boundaries of happiness
Where the softness is hidden
Where you can imagine a blossomed magnolia flower
Calling you to explore the heat hidden with in it
So soft
So soft

She smiles again
She is so relax
Floating in the air
Sun encompassing her like a flower
In a late afternoon
I can feel the circle within circle
I can feel the magical lump
I can feel the convergence of the softness

The she look at me
Float upward
All of my senses are flooded with taste of honey
All of my senses are filled with smell of peaches
All of my senses are overwhelmed with the heat of the touch

I am floating with her
And the time stops

I know that to experience such a bright sun, you need to live in darkness
I know that to understand the joy, you need to apply pain
I know that to remember such a beautiful moment, you need to be agile

But I am lost in dream of the merging bodies
I am lost in the knowledge of knowing this might be my last dance
I am lost in enjoyment of that I will live with this memory for a long time
I am lost
Just enjoying the moment
..

Sense of Joy




How can one express the sense of joy
How can one preserve a beautiful picture into memory

Perhaps

Remembering how cold was the beautiful silver design compare with the
warmth of the curve
Remembering the taste of honey when you have been hungry for so long
Remembering the warmth and softness of the fifth dimension when you
are allowed to go that high
Remembering the wave of the hands up and down and trying absorb all the joy

Remembering the smile in those beautiful eyes
Remembering that for few tiny part of the time and space you were mine
Remembering the way the dance starts and how soft is the music of the spheres

I think I can live with these the rest of my life
I think I can close my eyes and think of this beautiful Tuesday
Only 21 days into spring
And

I know summer is coming
..
More and more
And more

dreaming of her today




I was dreaming of her today
In my dream
She walked in today
She said just for a minute
I forget all I memorized to say
I get mesmerized by her beauty

She looked like an angle
Just like out of an art book
Fresh
Just beautiful
And happier than my picture of her

I think about time
One more minute
I should let her go
She touches her watch
It is so hard to let her go

I can still smell her
The smell of peaches
The smell of freshness
The smell of life

Her hair looked exactly like that picture
I always think that he has painted a wrong girl
Curled after curl
So soft
So fresh
I could touch them
But was afraid of her look

When I looked at her eyes
They were full of joy
They were full of questions
They were happy

And so soft is her face
It feel like you are moving your hand against a white cloud
It is so hard to let her go

Just beautiful
I can see her with my eyes close
I can love her for ever

..

It's a Perfect Day




Just a perfect day,
Sit with her In the car,
And Then Later, When It Gets Dark,
We Go Home.
Just A Perfect Day,
Feed Animals In The Zoo
Then Later, A Movie, Too,
And Then Home.

Oh It's Such A Perfect Day,
I'm Glad I Spent It With You.
Oh Such A Perfect Day,
You Just Keep Me Hanging On,
You Just Keep Me Hanging On.

Just A Perfect Day,
Problems All Left Alone,
Weekenders On Our Own.
It's Such Fun.
Just A Perfect Day,
You Made Me Forget Myself.
I Thought I Was Someone Else,
Someone Good.

Oh It's Such A Perfect Day,
I'm Glad I Spent It With You.
Oh Such A Perfect Day,
You Just Keep Me Hanging On,
You Just Keep Me Hanging On.

You're Going To Reap Just What You Sow,
You're Going To Reap Just What You Sow,


..

It’s a perfect day




It’s is a perfect day
a cold coffee waiting to be touched
a problem to be solved
a music to listened to

It is almost four o'clock
and I am thinking, alone
yet another perfect day gone by
without talk, touch or a prelude to dance

Then she walks in
beautiful as a magnolia in the early morning
but I am not sure she is here
my dreams are mixed up with reality

we talk and talk
or I talk and talk

Its is a perfect day
It is almost four o'clock
and she is gone

I am left here alone
thinking
yet another perfect day gone by
but I know that next day
when she will see the beautiful painting of her
she will stop and look

It’s is a perfect day
It is almost four o'clock
and it is long way to sunset
and it is an hour to go by
she might come back
she might
..

10




Come away with me in the night
Come away with me
And I will write you a poem
like this one

Come away with me on a bus
Come away where they can't see us
and surround us with their wants


And I want to walk with you
On a cloudy day
In fields where the yellow grass grows knee-high
And the green sea is just at the corner?

I want to wear my leather jacket
Wait for you outside
Walk you over the rivers
and not listen to your conversation


Come away with me and we'll kiss
On a mountaintop
Come away with me
And I'll never stop loving you, because i will live

And I want to wake up with the rain
Falling on a tin roof
While I'm safe there in your arms
So all I ask is for you
To come away with me in the night
Come away with me


..

Eleven




Two O’clock
Two O’clock
Sunday afternoon
Storm in the air
Two dots on their way to far away

Storm in the air
Circling yellow and red
Two apples
Two peaches
Bunch of dead flowers
Waiting, waiting

Four o’clock
Four o’clock
Sunday afternoon
Will she remember my name
Will she open the virtual door
Will she smile
Will she ..


Six o’clock
Six o’clock
Sunday afternoon
Will she remember 3 * 2 * 0
Will she remember my name

The red dot blinks
The circles are gone
The iron bird takes to sky
The red dot blinks

Six o’clock
Six o’clock
Sunday afternoon
The door opens
The smile is beautiful
And I was remembered
..
And she is gone

Its only me
And the two apples
And the two peaches
And the dead flowers
And hope for nine
And hope for nine
..

Love




Both light and shadow are the dance of love
Love has no cause
It is the astrolabe of God ’s secrets
Lover and Loving are inseparable and timeless

Although I may try to describe Love
When I experience it
I am speechless

Although I may try to write about Love
I am rendered helpless
My pen breaks and the paper slips away at the ineffable place
Where Lover, Loving and Loved are one

Every moment is made glorious by the light of Love.

Third




Look
See the sorrow in my tired eyes
How it melts drop by drop
Like a rain washing the soil in a cold day

Look
See how my black shadow in this gray world
Is disappearing by your light
Slowly, slowly

Look
In such a dark night as this
The whole of my sky
Becomes full of meteors and comments
By your light and shine

You have come from distance far
from land of smile and brightness

Listen
I can hear the voice of angels singing
The sounds are not from this earth
The sounds are from far far away
Wash me with wave of your sounds
Let me drown in the beauty of the moment

Look
I am cold and lonely here
Warp me up in the silk of your kisses
Want me in long lasting nights

Look
Don't leave me another time
Don't separate me from the bright stars
Don't let me fall to sleep without hearing your warm lullaby

Look
Wake me up with your call from the light
Appear in my life to make the sun to shine again
Be mine and dance with me
I am dreaming of honey and taste of your lips

Two and half




Now the winter is gone
With its gary skies
With its cold winds
With its trees without leafs
With you hiding behind gray walls

Spring has come
The snow is melting
Drop by drop
Rivers are forming
The sound of water is filling the air
The house is mountain is getting cleaned
The leafs are just waiting to bud
The flowers are looking up to you
To blossom when you take a rest
They do not want to lose to you

Bought a calming music
And imagining the fire place
In a far far place
"Did you know there is a 24 hour fireplace channel here but it loops every 2 minutes"
With real wood
And smell of honey

The spring is here
This will be the year love
This will be the year that the clouds of fear will disappear
The sun of happiness will surround us

And we will be thinking about love
And we will be free from fears
We will be flying and dancing

Spring has come
Spring has come

..

Two




Come
Come
Come
My endless desires

Come
Come
Come
Come my beloved
Come my sweetheart

Come
Come
Come
Don't talk about the journey
Say no more
Of the path one must take
You are my path
You are my journey

Come
Come
Come
You stole from this earth
A bouquet of roses
I am hidden in that bouquet


Come
Come
Come
As long as I am sober
And keep talking about
Good and bad
I'm missing
The most important event
seeing your face

Come
Come
Come
I must be lost
Missing this life
If I don't cast my mind
In the fire of your love

Come
Come
Come

..

One




When I open my eyes in my gray world
I am lost in my dreams about you
I am wondering around in my desires
Without hope
Without knowing
Oh my love
Hold my hand
Help me not to get lost

When I am fully awake
I am dreaming of the colors that surrounds you
I am drown to the beauty of your soft curves
Oh my love
Hold my hand
Help me not to get lost

When I look around
Everyone who is lost in their dream
Who is in search of a true love
Has someone to hold on tight
Oh my love
Hold me tight
I am so cold and lonely without you

When I think about you
I am wondering around in the white clouds in my dreams of you
I am floating around in the dreams of the purple circles without you
Oh my love
Hold me tight in your dreams
I am lost without you
I am lost without your love

Monday, February 15, 2010

Durge Durge Durge Jai Jai Ma (10)



Durge Durge Durge Jai Jai Ma
Durge Durge Durge Jai Jai Ma
Durge Durge Durge Jai Jai Ma

Oh my beloved, come to me
The day of joy is coming
The day of joy is coming
The day of joy has come

I can sense that today is the day
I can smell the peaches ripening
I can immerse my face in early light of sun
Coming through the white, orange and yellow clouds
Bright, fulfilling and beautiful

The day has come
And you still sleeping surrounded by realities
Of the day to day life
Far away from the first ray of the sun
Far away from the first drop of the mist

Durge Durge Durge Jai Jai Ma
Durge Durge Durge Jai Jai Ma
Durge Durge Durge Jai Jai Ma

Sitting here looking at the floating color dancing
Waiting, waiting and waiting
For the orange color to morphs into green
For the dots to appear

Oh my beloved, come to me
The day of dancing is coming
The day of dancing is coming
The day of dancing has come

The music plays in my head
Durge Durge Durge Jai Jai Ma
Durge Durge Durge Jai Jai Ma
Durge Durge Durge Jai Jai Ma


Suddenly the orange transforms into green
The dots connecting my reality to the virtual world appears
I can see the dots transcended into two birds
That exists in that old painting book
Flying together toward a beautiful horizon
Drawn after a week of harmony and joy

I can see that you want to say something
Perhaps yet another no
Perhaps yet another day of silence
That is the norm for an early Monday
Like all other days that I could not
Get the plants to lined up
Or change the gravity law

Suddenly you are here
Looking at me with big smile
Not as nice as the one when I offered you
The black and pink option
But still very beautiful

You look at me and say
Not knowing what to say
You have not said it yet
You murmur “the day has come”
“Come with me”

Oh what a day
A long journey
Talking about life
Knowing that the light from that distance star
Is still traveling toward us
Second by second we getting nearer to it destination

You and I know that
We need to cross the four gates
Each one brings us nearer and nearer to each other
You and I know that to reach the room of gold and light
We need to ascend all those fifteen steps

You and I know that one day
We will stand each other
Holding hand without being troubled
And look at the bright start next to the southern cross
And let the warm air from the ocean surround us

At last we are there
In the silence
I turn the music on
The love goddess start to bless us

Standing next to each other
Looking into your eyes
Protected from reality by walls and gates
And surrounded with music
I feel that I am one with you

Durge Durge Durge Jai Jai Ma
Durge Durge Durge Jai Jai Ma
Durge Durge Durge Jai Jai Ma

Not sure if this is real or dream
Or a dream within a dream
Repeating itself to eternity

I touch your body, on both side
Moving my hands up and down and up and down
To memorized the curvature of these beauty valleys

The room is filled with aroma
Oranges, mint and peaches
And I know I am alive
At the peak

I cannot express my feelings
That how warm is your back
That how smooth is your face
That how moist is your lips
That how tasteful is your kiss

I am drawn in your beauty
And in the moment of moving to the fourth dimension
I feel being at the seventh steps of the heaven
Just a touch left

If I want to write them
My pen breaks and the paper slips away
If I want to talk about them
I wake up from my dream and you disappear

I know that there is a journey ahead
I know that I will discover the valleys
Unknown to mortals
Full of joy and happiness
I know I should stop and not cross the
Line left in the sand
One early morning

I am at the peak of my life
And for a first time
I can step a side
And let the stone to roll down by itself
And leave me next to you

Oh my beloved
Come to me
Come to me
I am you and you are me

..

Yahya

Durge Durge Durge Jai Jai Ma means "Victory to Mother Durga, Our divine Mother who is invincible"


Southern Cross


Dreaming while flying toward you
Of a future summer skies
Where stars shine and twinkle
And the air is moist and warm
Make me realized
If you were not there
Nothing would be the same

Dreaming of starry nights
Shadows dancing in the candle light
When the morning comes and you open eyes ‘
Far away from me
Will you remember my name
Will you remember my love

Dreaming about the day
That you said no, no and no
And I watched you with my tearful eyes
And told you
For you I will do anything
I will go away
If you want to keep your promises
But you hold my hand and cried

It is just time of the season
It has been a long time
That I have danced with you
It has been a long time
That you and I shared the white clouds
Do you really mean the things we say

All things happen for a reason
As night follows the day
Love that once was strong could fade away
But our love is strong
Our love shines from a far away distance

Could it be that our love was our destiny
Nothing to lose
Only to gain happiness
Only to dream of being one in future

It is just time of the season
Do you really mean the things we say
For you I will do anything when the morning comes
For you I will do anything when the night falls

Will you remember my name
Will you remember my love
When I am gone

..



Adapted from “Remember My Name” - Bliss by Yahya

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Days to go

Days after Days
Hours after Hours
Minutes after Minutes
I count down to the time.

..


Yahya

Saturday, January 30, 2010

come



Come to me,
Come to me,
Come to me,
My endless desires

Come to me,
Come to me,
Come to me,
Come my beloved
Come my sweetheart
Come, come, come

Don't talk about the future
Say no more of the future
Don't talk about the past
Say no more of the past

Don't talk about journey
Say no more of the path
The path one must take
You are my path
You are my journey
Come, come, come

You are bouquet of roses
I am hidden in that bouquet
As the red color
As the sweet smell
I am the attribute of you
Come, come, come


As long as I am sober
And keep talking about good and bad
I am missing the most important event
Seeing your face
Come come come
be one with me
..

Yahya